#thingsgotcrazy

God I know You’re up there,

at night (and day) when she feel so lost and restless, wide awake but trying so hard to be asleep (it’s the only escape) – holding breath, biting lips, tears stream down her cheeks,

God I know You’re up there,

anxiety attacks without any warning, as she trembles – cold sweat on her palms, blinking eyes oh how she would love to disappear in the middle of this fast-paced world,

God I know You’re up there,

curses and profanity, her build up anger – but also inability to comprehend – if He is The One, then why? why why why why why why why why why why why why why? have mercy.

God I know You’re up there,

a fucking mess she is, taking down every shots with the taste of regrets and pain no one could ever compare but then again what’s new, what’s new, what’s new? they said human is full of misery and hopelessness then if she feel it all she is human, right? but what’s the point of feeling like a human, being a human?

God I know You’re up there,

pills by pills, reality and delusion. i’m sorry.

 

But I needed You down here.

 

 

 

 

 

Prompt: Here Come The Regrets – Epik High ft. Lee Hi
Not the official video, but please listen before/after reading the post (you choose).

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So Please Just Eat, Because I Love You.

Eat.

Because you need to restore your energy.

To face another tough day.

Eat.

Because it will be less lonely

when you munch your crisp.

Eat.

Because your lemon candy

can make someone’s day brighter.

Eat.

Because your water bottle

isn’t enough to help you run away.

Eat.

Because it will help you

to think late at night, those dreams.

Eat.

Because this chocolate pudding

will reminds you of me.

little white space

(My current healing song. At least, there’s someone out there who cares.)

little white space

P.S.: It’s in Korean, I know. Just read the English caption,
the lyrics and melody are absolutely beautiful– along with the music video
(and Zion.T’s voice of course, duh.)
This song will grow on you. Give it a chance.